As we just returned from vacation, I feel like we're always taking vacations, but I enjoy getting away. Considering what happened in Korea last Christmas, part of me says that I need to enjoy life. I've heard from my father. He called. He sounded half drunk when he called. He wanted to know how I was, which was nice. I'm not sure what to think as when I left Korea last time I said that I was over it and I was trying to move on with my life. I can't handle the stress of me vying for his attention all the time.

Christmas seems so long ago. I'm still having some aches from the accident. My knees still hurt and the occasional headaches. I'm in okay health though. I still feel some emotional stress, but then part of me is always emotionally stressed out.

cHubby and I wandered out to the Outback in our little Peugeot 206cc. It was a funny site when they would laugh at us when we drove up as they had their big 4x4's. It was the first time that we have been in a car and have drove a considerable amount at what I would consider high speeds. The dirt roads made me a bit scared because the accident wasn't that long ago and I still don't feel 100% comfortable in a car. But, cHubby does a good job at keeping control and driving. The weirdest thing about the outback: 1) sheer nothingness, and 2) massive crickets that attacked our car. The crickets were disgusting. Just the thought of dead crickets everywhere. Overall, it was a pretty good trip; quite different from the one we took at Lizard Island. cHubby got his golf in over one anniversary so I guess he seemed happy.

We're gearing up for our company (cHubby's family). I accidently sent an email to my brother-in-law's girlfriend implying that I didn't want her to have my email. I accidently hit reply all instead of reply. The message was only supposed to go to cHubby. Should be an interesting visit.